The McAfee Archive

A Confession:  sex ruled much of my life. Every relationship began with physical attraction. And ended with its end. Sexual satisfaction was frequent but fleeting. Like a fast growing weed that can be trimmed. But never pulled from the ground. More was never enough.

I'm in my 76th year. In prison. Awaiting trial for extradition. Maybe not in the best position to be giving advice. But anyway... Believe nothing you hear. And be suspect even of your own eyes. A world ruled by the powerful, the clever and the corrupt is never what it seems.

Prison food: We have: chicken, fish, sausage an unidentifiable substance. A bit too much of the latter for my taste. And bread and water. Not many vegetarians here.

Notes From Prison My body is confined. My mind has always been confined. By fears, longings, ambitions, escapes from boredom - a prisoner of my own desires. Circumstance moved me from one prison to the other. There is little difference.

What is life like here in? It's relative. In a world where billions lead lives of misery and can't feed their families, where children starve and have no roof over their heads... A prison cell, a bed and three meals a day without working would seem like heaven.

Censorship is a creeping disease - infecting freedom of thought as expressed through freedom of speech. If it is not stopped individual thought will cease to exist.

266 children under 18 died from CV in the US since it began. 12,000 died from accidents. 95% of all CV deaths were people over 50. We closed schools and disrupted the most vital element of our children's lives - education. To protect them? Really? https://t.co/airPotf1mN

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CV has killed 447,459 in the US. Most were my age, 1 foot already in the grave. Less than 300 children under 17 were killed. Starvation killed 3.1 million children worldwide. Meanwhile the powerful increase their wealth by trillions. The rest suffered. ??? https://t.co/gqFPYRsHZC

Humans destroy everything they touch - forests, air, oceans. Desire created this. You believe your desire to end it is different from the desire to exploit it. Yet all desire stems from self-interests no matter how "selfless" it appears. Desire is the beginning of conflict.

I'm near 76 - oldest man in this prison. My trial may not happen for 2 years. If extradited, then years of delays, appeals, before the courts decide my guilt. I haven't filed for 8 years, but I owe no taxes. I may be in my mid 80's. Will make the Guinness Book of Records.

My past - my experiences, decisions, actions, circumstances in and outside of my control - have led me to this prison. Just as your past has led you to where you are. But the past exists only in memory, and my future is unknown and unknowable. So here I am. And there you are.

Millennials blame older generations for the madness of the world they inherited. The world's insanity evolved through thousands of years of tribal, ideological and national self-interest. And the concept: "We are right. You are wrong". I am certain you believe you are right.

Do you know yourself? Not your profession, skills, likes, dislikes, appearance. These are not you. I mean the Thinker. The one who acts, feels, observes and experiences within you. If you do not know this Thinker, then your thoughts are the thoughts of a stranger.

Technology allows nearly universal communication. You may have many "friends", many "followers". But are you less lonely, less isolated, more fulfilled? We have replaced human contact with an image of human contact - a mere thought. Can you look and deny this?

We are striving to create a better world, a better environment, a better life for ourselves, yet we are everyone filled with fear, greed, anger, dissatisfaction and all the rest. We cannot create love from fear, compassion from greed, etc. What we are is what we create.

I am in prison. It does not matter where I am or what happens to me it will not change the madness of the world - war, conflict, jealousy, emptiness, dissatisfaction. I am a transient, tiny spark in an infinite universe, as are all of you.

In a country where political leaders deceive, line their pockets, smear their opponents, give contracts to supporters, create propaganda ... the censuring of someone on social media for suggesting election fraud exists will go down as one of the greatest absurdities in history.

A culture where business leaders are forced into hiding, credentials are threatened, political leaders are expelled or censured, people fired for their beliefs, witch-hunts for dissenters ... This was life under Stalin's soviet politburo. This is happening Now In America.

Violence. Between countries, religions, ideologies, race and culture - between gangs, ethnic groups, police and civilians. It is a constant in our lives. And it is increasing.

Warnings and preparations for violence are invitations for violence. It is a self-fulfilling prophecy.

Social media is changing the very definition of "The Press". Through it everyone becomes "The Press", yet the constitutional protections provided to the press have been usurped by private companies through social media. Be warned.

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I'm not a Trump fan. But Twitter's ban is obscene. Twitter is private but their purpose is public expression. Courts in America address free speech not private committees. I'm offering Trump to talk to my 1 million followers through me until @jack bans me too. @RNCResearch

Plenty of crazies in prison. My two favorites are a man who argues with inanimate objects and another who converses with imaginary friends. The two meet sometimes and have a seemingly friendly conversation. David Lynch could make a blockbuster movie from their dialogue.

I've been three months in a Spanish prison. If I could choose a place to be, prison would not top my list. If lawmakers were required to spend a single day in prison before being allowed to make laws, penalties for nonviolent crimes would be drastically less severe.